verbs of grief

wading treading scream
thrashing pulling grabbing choke
sinking crying sunk

sweeping punch kick drop
panting sweating wringing rung
dealing coping sick

altered altering
herding shaping wondering
destroying doubting

stumbling drinking bled
crawling wailing opening
singing spiraling

reading writing thrown
clinging masking suppressing
drawing exploding

spinning throwing clot
cauterizing grinding weld
culling standing pinch

purging paying spent
raising pleading trying try
learning living love.