born with numbers in our blood

Interstellar skin

Bones and blood will live again

Time is getting thin

sanctuary hides

sense of home feels all alone

where do we belong?

clouds are our witness

water records everything

can't repress the sky

unseen hierarchy

questions don't imply answers

"sorry for your loss"

Time and space will bend

Always balancing the costs

Deferring to love

trying to stay sane

all my status updates now

written in haiku

ferrous emotions

occlusion of pains long gone

prone to rust but strong

predetermined life

born with numbers in our blood

one day they'll add up

Tenfold transitions

Timeless twilight transcended

Truthful tyranny

Streaming overhead

Every word that was not said

Tightropes of the dead

Watching whirly winds

Wholly wanting wakefulness

Wishing wistfully

half of me dissolved

declination rise

crescendo of yearly flight

spiraling through space

grateful for this time

watching love unfold anew

years becoming breath

breath becoming life

watching pain dissolve in truth

understanding us

working with our ghosts

seeing everything anew

these genes harbor pain

reconstructing life

excuses are vanishing

these genes harbor love

Choose identity

Ancestors can only sigh

Can we know our truth?

sometimes seeing straight

never underestimating love

always finding ways

grateful for today

time and space for family

learning all i can

Holy fucking hell

Music makes life bearable

HAPPY GODFLESH DAY!

half of me dissolved

learning to live with the pain

ten of me could not

please enjoy your life

all we do is all we are

fucking hug someone

symbiotic resonance

so much suffering

symbiotic resonance

so few healing words

alive in this muck

we are what we attend to

fuck your boogeymen

unlearning the lies

drink to all i haven't done

find presence and will

Existence of mind

Cumulative joys and loss

Weirder every day

Saturated ground

Flowing to the lowest point

Coalescing life

fortitude of life

gratitude for drought and rain

all things in spectrum

Matter meeting minds

Gratitude for pain and joy

Everything unwinds

Sorrow in my heart

Seeking things impossible

Love and time for All

listening to stars

quantifying harmonies

better to just sing

feign identity

organs competing for time

interdepending

recycling motives

walking backwards towards our fate

mirrors holding us

sometimes Truth dies giving birth

Momentum assigned

Changing habits of the mind

All things in their time

muscles compressing

hearts keep churning blood and time

mind is staying home

One more moment gone

Compresses each memory

Time can heal itself

Projected a fear

Murdered possibility

Buried in a heart

Learning to unlearn

Living moments all are we

Then one day we aren't

Listening louder

Laundered livers lingering

Laugh love live learn leave

honor those we love

learn from past mistakes and laugh

so much yet to do

choking past regrets

destroy and begin again

suffocate the pain

spectrum of a life

how we see fuels what we feel

what is right, for whom?

acceptance of death

how we feel shapes how we see

what is wrong, for whom?

subjective justice

sometimes Truth dies giving birth

how to reconcile?

Endothermic grief

Gratitude aligned

Must decide to be inspired

Everything is will

purpose implies will

focus implies intention

now we follow through

astray implies path

who can judge another's will?

we find our own way

Quantifying pain

Maybe one day we'll atone

Try holding your breath

Loving indifference

All things all ways in motion

Eating Life alive

Interstitial blood

Fighting ghosts with knives and guns

Multiply by one

Endothermic grief

Storm evaporated blood

Exothermic love

Water moving us

Clouds composed of truth and death

Hydrologic hearts

still so much to learn

still relenting memory

still so far to go

reactive vision

emotional cognition

humanness within

Survived suffering
Surveyed serene skeletons
Scales seem scandalous

Defend only what we've earned

given to the One

killing everything that Sung

quietly they won

winning isn't wrung

wringing doesn't win a thing

slow down and move on

moving isn't done

misdirected azimuth

every way is up

synchronizing pain

worried about loss again

compromising gain

molecules align

fallacies of conscious signs

dreams becoming eyes

Sublimating time

Chosen memories aligned

Sometimes moments lie

Hierarchy of will

Recreating time from stars

Current moment speaks

incubating life

knowledge rotting on the vine

must outwit the flies

perpetual forms

recycled through human minds

value unassigned

unexpected smiles

definitely had worse days

dream of lovely things

Voluntary hearts

Defend only what we've earned

Leave the rest in peace

hands in need of blood

no matter the cause

hopelessness, despair and fear

our real enemies

no matter the pain

kindness, gratitude and love

our only allies

feeding future foods

molecules from hearts of stars

animating life

catalyzing grief

conjuring a time expired

confiscating love

solemn choices weighed

internal landscapes surveyed

hearts must be obeyed

intuition guides

imagination provides

memory conspires

Former premises

Paradigms on heads of pins

Sowing future loves

sentient ideas

rearranging memories

refraction of heart

Underwriting soil

Words decayed and composted

Better luck next time

paralytic nerves

cannot hold desired arms

fingers seeking love

hands in need of blood

carrying the seeds and sun

dirt and water run

spirit stretching skin

sing your heart and nerves
harmonize with lungs and eyes
fingers speak in tongues

spirit stretching skin
changing bodies from within
recognizing kin

resolutions wrung
calendars culled carefully
wretched ticking tocks

Lunar frequency
Bluish greys and tidal waves
Cycling through us

threaded memories
masticated momentum
yielded to silence

Intrinsic liquids
Birthing aqueous intent
Resurrecting bone

Renting gifted blood
Share our best with all we love
Repo men will come

trachea of mind
tubes of tubes in tubes with tubes
death to right angles

Somewhat somebody
Someplace somehow scared someone
Somewhere something sung

polar immersion
frequencies of freakish seas
resonating dreams

Love love eat laugh love
Live breathe blink love love rest love
Love laugh love love love.

breaching blood-brain barriers

Creation divides
Multiplying potential
Offspring in winter

Authentic Façade
Microcosmic motives met
Active engagement

Fortitude of mind
Mutually arising love
Gratitude of heart

Inanimate shrug
Genetic excuses flood
All we know is blood

projection of pain
all these enemies are false
secure love within

all i know is dead
lungs cannot breathe lead nor light
so many so sure.

blood-borne beadsmen banned
breaching blood-brain barriers
benefiting bees

Eventually
All the lies will be denied
Hearts are understood

Voluntary space
Draw your lines with what you know
How else could it be?

particles collide
interstellar memories
forged in dreams of stars

curious pupils
new years live in each moment
terraforming eyes

language calcified

Brothers finding Selves

Wishing for what cannot be

Love is a cycle

Mustn't manage mind

Molecules made Minerals

Models Miniskewed

each moment our chance

fortitude of non-return

working on our work

language calcified

knowing what cannot be shown

seeking frequency

All things as they are

Cultivating non-judgment

Growing towards ourselves

Value connoted

Thoughts and actions must converge 

Laughter leads the way

all i know is false

cannot grasp what never stops

truth is but a dream

Music carves the path

Rivers harmonize with stone

Melodies abound

supernovae sing

all outside is inside us

best to just relax

No escaping pain

Must know what we must accept

Moving towards our hearts

Molecules of truth

Between knowers and the known

Thoughts yield to spaces

Forms dreaming of mass

Tirelessly bled
Nutrients of life are shed
Hopefully there's bread

Prone to denial
All that hurts cannot stay here
Selling hand-me-downs

Swarming emotions
Designated outcomes sought
What will we wish for?

Expectations bruise
Strength is flexibility
Align mind to Life

Seasons yielding light
Eternal transmigration
Forms dreaming of mass

Blood eroding stone
Rivers of air flow above
Time is passing us

wordless wondering
future falls into our eyes
past must accept us

all and none is Void
staggering to realize
what cannot be said

Cloven callouses
Cleaning crystal clarifies
Comfort confusion

cannot make it stop
cannot be made to submit
cannot be defined

Mind processes life
Life is hallucination
Illusions persist

driven as we drive

patience steering love
couldn't hurry if i tried
gestation unknown

inseparable
only mind could make the break
time and space are blood

Unexpect the world
Can't improve on what's unknown
Ideas have no mass

Heartfelt Solvency
Forfeiting definitions
Laugh with what remains

bleeding cortisol
haunted by genetic pasts
hunted by our fears

Every breath a cloud
Every cloud a future lung
Every lung a breath

Koans unfolding
Perimeters drawn and burned
Predictions foreseen

Somewhere someone sang
Somehow traveled endlessly
Someday we'll know why

Signals amplified
Pyroclastic floes of sound
Quadraphonic death

equilibrium
balancing what can't be held
driven as we drive

Gratitude for pain
Hope was slain for laughter's reign
Achievements in vain

origins unknown

origins unknown
please just launch me into space
i need to go home

Conscience condones clouds
Consciousness can coincide
Consigning carbon

Fractals drawing breath
Biological puzzles
Corner pieces sought

show another path
show us our potential lives
show us what we miss

Conjured conquerors
Credibility consigned
Comets cremated

Flowers drinking clouds
His Summer died in our Spring
Winter grieves with us

Worldline disappeared
System of memories crashed
Neutrinos reboot

expectations churn
confiscated discipline
fortitude of heart

Molecules dispersed
Eruptions of memory
Existence implied

Dreaming of mountains
Wind can only be neutral
Carving life from stone

geologic time
love and hate absorb your fears
how much will you give?